With Kai being really fussy and staying awake for long stretches at times, lately this is how I feel:
I guess I am not the only one who is really tired, this picture is from the other night. I don't mind the lack of sleep, it is the fussiness and crying for long stretches with out the ability to soothe that has been difficult at times lately. I would write more about that if there were time, hopefully when we get through it I will describe it more. I hope it doesn't last. But his middle name is Bodhi for a reason, he is teaching me so much already. I try to stay open and not get too upset or frustrated.
Luckily I have mum coming just in time, in two days! I am looking forward to it. Sorry mum and dad our place looks like a frat boy's apartment..Not pretty at all. I am greatly looking forward to your visit, it comes at a time when I think it will be a great help to us :)
Even with the challenges of late there is always one big reward that makes it worth it all: baby smiles..
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